Ressurection

2008-04-16T07:46:00.000-07:00

Changed my blogskin yesterday and feeling bored now. I always feel bored. Changing this blogskin took me like 20 minutes so I dint reeally cracked my head. I am so not changing the font size for my previous posts. I tried changing but it comes out just the same. Sad.

2008-04-13T05:19:00.000-07:00

Believe me. I'm bored to death.

2008-04-11T20:40:00.000-07:00

ORA this morning was so much fun! Tee-hee. My knee was horrible today but I still ended up walking around to try and promote the ambers badges which were reeeally cute and nice!

My ambers shift was from eight to nine. And so, we went to some place, the five of us Minghao, Haiqing, Julnise, Dewi and me for the ORA. We met xiaoqi coming in through the gates of the school and elyssa at the nice ambers booth that our seniors set up. Anyway, at first, we were suppose to be sitting at the booth, but then because there was lack of peeps to walk around, we walked around. And xiaoqi's foot and my knee was really pain, but we were bored so we decided to walk anyway.

At first when we walked around, nobody wanted to buy anything and we were like so so disappointed! Because the other groups did much better than us when they walked around. We dint even sell anything when the others sold like over ten! Haha. Then, we worked with yuchan who was a thousand times more efficient than us! But she liked to ask guys, which was rather scaryy of her. I nearly died from shock. {Laughs-out-loud}.

My knee was reeeally paainn when I walked home today. Knee, I think its time to bring you to the doctor. Oh no.

2008-04-11T08:10:00.000-07:00

To my dearest leg,

Please get better soon. I am wishing and wishing that very soon, I could run again. Next week is my five items test for Napha and if knee doesnt get better then, I would have to miss it. Would you like to see the doctor? I think you should, you know. Then, I would be sure that you will recover very quickly!
Please please try to get better. I will try not to stress you too much. Odaijini.

your beloved master.

P.S. Please tell left hand fourth finger I am so so sorry for hurting it today. A thousand apologies!

2008-04-09T07:46:00.000-07:00

Today's 2.4km run was reeally fun! Okay, as you see, I am a bit hyper today so please please bare with me. I just made a declaration to sleep early from now on. I am going to stop this laptop excactly at 11:00, at which I will pack up and sleep. I'm typing super fast now to keep up with the time now. Weee Weee Weeeeeeee!

Somehow, my stamina got better this year. I dunno why but I managed to complete my six rounds without stopping too long to take a walk. Oh okay, fine,I did walk for a little bit before I sprinted at the end, but that was considered okay, right?! Anyway, 203 was super enthu cheeering and cheeeeering all the classes on, and especially our darling classmates who were running! I officially love Selina for cheering for me whenever I passed her at every round. And whoever cheered for me too! I officially LOVE you guys! Okay, anyway, Kinnar1 dint have to come today! She's got a three week long MC in which she is exempted from all physical education. So much for a day of fever,lol.

Oh and todayy I sprained my poor knee so its still pain! I hope it gets better soon, love you darling knee! dewa, odaijini!
I lovee it cos it helped me jog through the horrrible six rounds..

And Saturday is ORA! I am so excited about the place we're going for that but anyway, setting up booths for Ambers is pretty fun! And I get to receive the ORA t-shirt! kirei soudesu yo!

Haha, time's running short. I 'd better go fast and try to chiong some history! Till next time;

2008-04-08T07:05:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, I dint feel like posting at all so I completely gave up going to my blog. I had a stupid time trying to finish the math formative that did not need to be handed up till next week. I feel useless and retarded. Well, today hadnt been a good day.

I hate myself for flunking geog, and jap. I thought my history would be more worse off then my geog, considering that we had lesser time altogether to finish the paper and I rushed and scribbled through everything as I thought we ran out of time. At least for geog I did have a good look at Kinnar1's notes on earthquakes and I did went through picture interpretation fas, for history I doubt I read any notes at all. For that one miss-interpretation of the last question, four marks was thrown away. I swear I could have gotten higher if I knew that they wanted physical factors. Such a waste of my time writing all the human factors.

I know this sounds ridiculous, but I reeally regret for not studying Jap properly for the past few lessons. Partially, it was because of the Learning Journeys which clashed terribly with 3rd Language, and partially, because of me neglecting my Jap so I could use my time more 'wisely' on other stuff like biology and math. My mum hates me revising Jap. Whenever I take out my Jap she would start nagging at me to revise my Math, in which she think was of major importance. Which is ironic considering you wont be able to go on to next year if you dont past english, philo and RS {no math here, right?}.

Anyway, about the fun stuff. Today for ICT, me and Kinnar1 and Siyan went crazyy over the podcast, which Kinnar1 used as a perfect tool for her [kinnar1talkshow] interview. It portrayed a reeally negative side of Britney Spears and how she was real stoopid and hated. Kinnar1 was reeally hilarious and we laughed like crazy throughout the entire lesson. I reeally like the Audacity application. It's so COOL!

Okay, time is running short again. I shall go and finish my history and go to bed early today since theres 2.4km run tomorrow. Wish me luck.

2008-04-05T05:56:00.000-07:00

I just hate you for what you've done. If you think you're so good, why dont you show us how good you are.
Stop talking nonsense, nobody's listening to you.
Just keep quiet and get on with your life. What's your problem.

Ambers training day

2008-04-05T03:28:00.000-07:00

I'm posting this even though nobody is reading. I know it's completely useless, but you see people, I'm bored. And a bored person will desperately do anything to make herself fell not bored. That doesnt make sense at all agin but yes just ignore me. I'm being lame.

I vow, as in reeally vow to sleep early today! I stayed up till twelve something yesterday watching youtube videos because I was bored and I fell asleep on bus 852 two times and missed the Bukit Timah Natural Reserve stop! It was horrible just sitting under the air-con in the near freezing temperatures of the bus listening to songs and looking at the monotonous scenery going by slowly; and "WHAM!" hit your head against the stupid window or chair in front and then you realise you had falled asleep. That was not all. You look around to see where you are and realised you have never seen that place before. I was charging like a mad bull out of the bus by the time I realised and then before I knew it, I was late. And of course I ran all the way up to the hut!

The day was quite fun except for that 'incident'. Me and Selina and Haiqing and Minghao were mending station three which was the one educating the public on snakes. Tee-hee, we were rather hesitant at first about approaching people but later we got used to it. The people there were overall quite nice, especially the old ladies and couples or mums with children and they just loveed our 'snakes and ~~ladders~~ snakes game'. hah, the kids were quite cute and they were reeally enthusiastic about the cards we gave out as prizes of the station (which was actually a card telling people what they should do when they see or get bitten by a snake).

There were weird peeps though. One of them was this two secondary students (who looked like sec 4s), they were like acting smart and asking us,"Do you know if all the cobras are poisonous?" And me and Selina (smiley as always) said no and smiled back at them then they were like, "Aha, you dont know your facts." and we were like "yeah, so sorry." But then they said, "Actually, I dont know either." That was so lame, I mean only if you know then you have the right to say that, right?! We were like "okayy...", then they went on.

There was also this person who asked us weird questions, like, "Do you know what's the most poisonous snake in the world?" and we were like, "Cobras? Rattlesnake?" and he was like, "No, its the Seasnake! Three seconds and you die." Haha, that was pretty funny.

And there were these 2 women who glanced once at our posters and started backing off and yelling, "No, NO." We were like 'huh?' and then I guessed they were pretty afraid of snakes. Like my mum. But I dont think she would be scared of a poster right?! Okayy, it was reeally scary when these three hikers were hiking up and then they asked us why we are doing this, and we told them we are volunteers under secondary four Service Learning group and he was like, "No wonder. I was wondering why sec 2s were having service learning because I teach at RI.." and we were like "what-the-hell. A RI teacher hiking? He must be super free."

Then there were a group of noisy guys who ran past us quickly because they were blasting music, which fyi you shouldnt do in the reserve. That was like so retarded. Then there was also a group of rowdy malay guys who according to nicole placed a bug in somebody's shirt and squashed it there. Pretty gross.

I think we did quite a good job today. Great work everybody, Keep it up! I am looking forward to the launch of Ambers! It's going to be so much fun!

2008-04-04T06:03:00.000-07:00

As today is sports fest, our group decided to have the literature pt photoshoot today morning. It was pretty easy-peasy actually. But we cracked our brains for what to wear and expressions to do! Siyan dint bring "flowery" clothes today, so Kinnar1 gave her an oversized pink sweater and long black skirt so she would look more like nanny flowers. Rebecca brought her school blouse (?) and flowery shorts (?) which dint really resemble Koro Apirana; She ended up looking like a female punk rockstar, though. That was hilarious. And and Kinnar1 and Rebecca went to put on make-up for all of us! It was so itchy I was rubbing my eyes and blinking hard to stop the itch but it did not stop itching. Boo-hoo. Then we took some nice retarded photographs! Haha, I had to sit down all the time when taking picture with Kinnar1 because Rawiri was meant to be taller than Kahu. It was rather fun! I lovveee taking pictures of my darling group! So terribly fun!

Then we went to Toa Payoh sports hall and guess which school was having the same sports fest day as us?! Yayy, then we set down at the extreme left, me and siyan with yumin who came earlier than us. Then we talked a lot about how crappy some bands are and what interesting mvs we all watched. It was quite brain-consuming to cheer so loudly when apparently some peeps werent cheering at all. sad. Tarbet cheerleaders were so pro! I love how they do their stunts and everything. Apparently the other house's cheerleaders were reeally pro too, I like how the Bucklian cheerleaders do their alienic stunts! Anyway, it was kind of sad that tarbet is the house with the least number of points. Nevermind. We shall gannbatte, ne?

Just finished editing the photos! I'm reeally sleeepy today so I shall make this post short. Tomorrow I still need to go for Ambers training till eleven (?). Must read notes, must read notes. We are meeting Nparks tomorrow. And will be mending booth.
See you in Bukit Timah Nature Reserve tomorrow! Asu, Bukit timah natural reserve de aiu yo.

2008-04-03T07:41:00.000-07:00

I revived my blog. It was quite dead before I deleted it, and it rendered so useless that I decided that I shall just delete the rubbish posts and perhaps start a new one from scratch. Actually, I felt kind of relieved because after I deleted my previous blog, people were msning me to ask what had happened to it. That meant that my blog was not that dead after all! Well, due to extreme boredom, I have decided that my blog had to be revived. And I spent the whole of yesterday night tweaking the html to make it look right. It looks quite right now, thank you very much.

I shall thank people who have been reading my posts. I know I use to rubbish on lame topics and use funny smiley faces and paragraphing, so pardon me. I will try to use less of those. Next, I shall make one last futile attempt to revive my currently dead tagbox which proved to be extremely irritating. It's true! It is such a torture to watch the stoopid cbox change your colours and fonts slowly. Anyway, I just dont like it.

Today we had math and aesthetics and chinese and english. Tee-hee; Maths Teacher dint come today so all of us were super high during class. The Relief teacher is ex-rafflesian and she was really clear in explaining the set notations to us. At least I understand better now. Rather than her teach and nobody gets anything. Aesthetic was our first lesson of art. Kinnar1 and I agreed that it was much better than cooking, in which we failed miserably. But I felt quite sleepy halfway while drawing the upside-down old man, and I stoned for a while. Then when I was back to consciousness I was like what-the-hell and quickly tried to finish that dumbdumb portrait. It looks horrible; especially the face. In Chinese we played songs from youtube! Our chinese teacher was nice enough to let us play it in class. However, we were forced to listen to songs from, oh nevermind. But I reeally dont like him anyway. We designed the board during English class.

Yuchan introduced me to one of the Japanese girls from the Jap school today. Her name's Natsumi, so pretty right. She was haitong-san's buddy and she likes reading Harry Potter books! Such a pity Kinnar1 dint talk to her. I said some nonsensical Jap, which was reeally embarrassing. I vow to study Jap harder now, depending on my lousy communication skills. Boo-hoo. The other Jap girl is called Junko! Such a cute name! She's reeally pretty and she looks like Misa Amane! Of course that is a praise. Erika Toda is reeally pretty and kawaii.

That reminds me that I should try to get into the immersion programme next year or something. Japanese people are so so polite! Okay, I posted a long long post today so I need to stop. Still need to wake up early tomorrow to go to Kinnar1's house for literature pt!
Jyaa, Korede sayounara.

2008-04-02T07:48:00.000-07:00

I couldn't leave at all, because
there's scenery I've gotten so used to seeing.

Even if I come here again some time
I'll see the same sky in the same way
Maybe I thought too much
about whether or not you could call it beautiful.
After a little sleep let's hurry again tomorrow.

I'm afraid. The steps I can't take
pile up, and turn into a long, long
path untraveled; I'm too late.
During that time, I started thinking that
somehow maybe even this place isn't so bad.
I kept giving myself reasons.

In reality, since as long as I haven't understood even once,
I've been pretending to understand everything.

I couldn't leave at all, because
there's scenery I've gotten used to seeing.

Somehow everything seems small, and
what I thought was a small lump was
the sky I look up at that has no end.
Maybe because it's too wide.
Maybe because I was next to you.